No idea......

Ever feel like you have NO IDEA what you're doing? Today was one of those days. I just felt like I had NO IDEA what I was doing.......

For example:

I let my kids have cereal or sandwiches for dinner(sometimes), because I just don't want to have the "eat all your dinner" battle AGAIN. I have NO IDEA why they hate dinner so much.

My second and third children REFUSE to talk before the age of two. Both are "evil" smart and both have refused to talk. Connor was practically debating with high schoolers by 18 months. Bryce(3 years old) now talks up a storm. And Alexis (18 mths) only has 15 words. I have NO IDEA why.

Connor is learning how to read and I have NO IDEA if I'm doing a good or a bad job. And I'm absolutely petrified that I'll mess up his ability to love to read for the rest of his life. (Did I mention that I used to be a teacher???!!!)

I watch stupid reality TV. I mean we're talking Teen Mom, 16 and Pregnant, and The Bachelor. The stupid stuff and I have NO IDEA why, but I love it.

After spending a evening listening to Brandon (our new roomie) play guitar and sing, I decided that I needed some sort of hobby. I have NO IDEA what it will be. (Any ideas for me?)

I work out everyday because I love it. But I have NO IDEA why I can't eat healthy. I just don't.

I'm more in love with my husband then I was the day I stood up to marry him. We don't fight like EVER even though our life is a crazy circus pretty much all the time. I have NO IDEA what we do, but we just work perfectly. (Well I might have some ideas about this one, but that is for another post)

I have a new camera that came with a freakin novel for a manual. And I haven't read it yet. So I currently have NO IDEA how to use my camera.

Ever feel this way? Like you have NO IDEA what you're doing?

(Luckily for me, my kids are adorable and even though I have NO IDEA how to use my new camera, I got these.....)